" I just wanna die"

So i was inspired by a certain someone, and im really pissed off!
Yeah we all say " i hate my life , i wanna die, lifes pointless"
well you know that the ones who give up are stupid and weak.
im the kind of person who doesnt like when people who i care about and love say " cynth i cant do it anymore " uh yeah you fucking can RETARD!
Just because you dont like what someone says , or what someone thinks doesnt mean you have to just stop caring about what happens to you or if you should live or not.
Just because you had a bad past doesnt mean you cant make yourself have a better future.
I admit when im depressed i say " fuck my life" " i cant do this shit anymore"
WE ALL FREAKIN SAY IT ! it makes me so fucking angry and upset.
I havent said " i wanna die " in so long. Yeah i say " i hate my life"
but it could be worse and i know that , but from where i stand , it fucking hurts me.
im sensitive, but im sure as hell not going to just let someone push me around. Were all sensitive towards something.
when im mad, it shows.
when im happy, it shows.
but if you get in my face, ill get in yours.
" Life is hard, Only the true fighters get out alive, and the ones who give up and take bullshit to heart, are the ones who are going to die, sad and alone. Id rather be a fighter"
I made that up because of something someone close to me said, not only one person is depressed in this world, sometimes people do things that are really stupid when theyre depressed, i write lyrics and let my anger out on paper.
ahaha you all thought i was emo i bet, youre fucking adorable if you think that.
No seriously, people who cut themselves, thats a problem they have and thats how they think they should take out their anger, they either need help or are just doing it for attention. and sometimes you cant just bitch at them and forget that they were your friend. Because in my eyes when someones hurting themself, they need a friend by their side.
Maybe they dont want one, well too fucking bad, show them you care and that youre there for them.
When friends of mine are upset, i get upset because thats how i am, i might seem all fragile, but trust me, im not. Im an honest person , so i wont sit here and waste your time by feeding you lies.
Anyway, my point in this is that , you dont need to die because of something that is hurting you, you have to push it away and yeah it might keep biting you in the ass and reminding you that " oh i know you still think of this pain" You know what i think, we all have pain, and it sucks balls but we have to be strong and just deal with it.


- Cynth.