Boys.
Stupid creatures that eat your heart up and spit it back in your face.
:) Well now, some girls need to realize that being a WHORE, wont make a BOY like YOU.
Its quite annoying. and yeahs, a girl can flirt with a guy and be dirtyminded.
We all are dirty-minded, Dont hide it. Kay cause when someone says rape, what do you think of ? thats what i thought.
Anyway, Boys.
We dont like it when you try to impress us by kicking another guys ass or pretending to care.
We will find out, and we will either cry about it or hurt you.
Ill do both. cause i admit, i do fucking cry. and you know what i dont care if you think im weak, when something hurts me, the tears are automatic. So smd :)
Boys.
They confuse us, They "care" , They make us laugh, make us cry, make us want to just fall off a bridge.
We cant live without them cause well ..girls dont have .. the male organ. Huhuhu.
im funny. :3
Its annoying hearing all the sluts say " oh i lost my virginity :D"
Well actually, when he calls you the next day telling you : Its over, thanks for the fun time ;)
Then we'll talk. Cause youre clearly stupid if you think that all guys love you when youre having sex with them.
They DONT. Its lust , its attraction. Its.. erotic. Its that feeling that you get inside yourself, but its not love.
Maybe it is love, you can see it. you can feel it. you can tell.
You cant convince yourself that you love someone, they have to convince you that they love you. and if they cant, well ding ding ding, we know the answer.
Girls arent any better.
Were dramaqueens, we get pissed off at the littlest thing when were pmsing, we hate when a guy tries to make us jealous.
We hate blushing, We hate crying over stupidity. But we still do it. Why? Because thats how we are.
Some girls hide how they feel. Like me for example, only friends who are close to me can tell when im upset.
My smiles are fake. My laugh isnt all happy. Everything is fake.
Boys are like that also, they pretend theyre okay, when inside they arent.
Inside theyre breaking and they want to feel alright but they dont think they can.
Breaking hearts?
We all have broken hearts before.
We all have talked behind someones back.
We all have that one friend who we'll always be somewhat attracted to.
We all pretend that lifes great when we know its not.
We all know that sooner or later we'll either give up or just fall to pieces without realizing it until we hit the ground.
Life does suck. Maybe not for you. But for some people it does.
I hate it when i feel broken, but how am i supposed to not feel broken when everyone i get close to either hurts me, or i hurt myself by falling for someone who just might be a mistake.
Love. Whats love? No one knows. We all say i love you to people, and then we either continue caring, or we just forget about them.
Love is never forgotten. To me , Love is when you look at the person and your heart feels happy and warm.
Love is when youre hugging that person and you dont wanna let go.
Love is the pain that makes us feel something and causes us to be confused.
Love can be everything, But it can be nothing at the same time.
Love blinds you, When you truly love someone and they hurt you , You have the choice to love again or not to.
You can either let yourself love again, or you can live in the past.
I think im done for today,
Im with my cousin soo i might write laters.
- Cynth.
Sunday, February 13, 2011
Friday, January 14, 2011
Emo.. -.-'
What is an emo?
Well, my personal definition of an emo is someone whos emotional and sometimes takes their emotions out on themself in a harmful way.
Now first off, i have been called an emo before and ive gotten to the point where i just nod and smile and agree, cause thats your opinion of me and if youre gonna be an ass, then im not going to react over something thats not true. I hate being called things that i dont see myself as, ive been called an emo since grade 7.
In grade 7, it really bugged me and i would get really angry. Now i just dont bother with people who think i am, i have friends who call me an emo, well yeah i am emotional but hello DORK, we all are!
Another thing, i dont care if you wanna laugh while reading my blog cause you think im being stupid, no YOURE stupid because youre the one who clearly came onto my blog and decided to read what i have to say.
" If you dont like me, I dont care " as stated at the top :)
Secondly, i have bangs that sometimes fall over my eyes, WOOOOW im so emo now! :D
No shut up and listen, just cause people have hair like that doesnt make them emo, okay the style is called "emo" i understand that , but it doesnt mean i sit in the corner of my room , rocking back and forth , crying with razor blades everywhere. I have a life, im not going to do shit like that , and some people might do that , and thats their choice and maybe they do actually need help!
Some of us might have friends who do that, and everyone needs a friend.
Its your job to stay by them and let them know that youre there for them no matter what.
Just because someone has an issue doesnt mean you run away and hide from it, thats for morons who dont know what friendship is.
Anyway, im too tired to continue, ill continue later maybe.
-Cynth
Well, my personal definition of an emo is someone whos emotional and sometimes takes their emotions out on themself in a harmful way.
Now first off, i have been called an emo before and ive gotten to the point where i just nod and smile and agree, cause thats your opinion of me and if youre gonna be an ass, then im not going to react over something thats not true. I hate being called things that i dont see myself as, ive been called an emo since grade 7.
In grade 7, it really bugged me and i would get really angry. Now i just dont bother with people who think i am, i have friends who call me an emo, well yeah i am emotional but hello DORK, we all are!
Another thing, i dont care if you wanna laugh while reading my blog cause you think im being stupid, no YOURE stupid because youre the one who clearly came onto my blog and decided to read what i have to say.
" If you dont like me, I dont care " as stated at the top :)
Secondly, i have bangs that sometimes fall over my eyes, WOOOOW im so emo now! :D
No shut up and listen, just cause people have hair like that doesnt make them emo, okay the style is called "emo" i understand that , but it doesnt mean i sit in the corner of my room , rocking back and forth , crying with razor blades everywhere. I have a life, im not going to do shit like that , and some people might do that , and thats their choice and maybe they do actually need help!
Some of us might have friends who do that, and everyone needs a friend.
Its your job to stay by them and let them know that youre there for them no matter what.
Just because someone has an issue doesnt mean you run away and hide from it, thats for morons who dont know what friendship is.
Anyway, im too tired to continue, ill continue later maybe.
-Cynth
Monday, January 10, 2011
" I just wanna die"
So i was inspired by a certain someone, and im really pissed off!
Yeah we all say " i hate my life , i wanna die, lifes pointless"
well you know that the ones who give up are stupid and weak.
im the kind of person who doesnt like when people who i care about and love say " cynth i cant do it anymore " uh yeah you fucking can RETARD!
Just because you dont like what someone says , or what someone thinks doesnt mean you have to just stop caring about what happens to you or if you should live or not.
Just because you had a bad past doesnt mean you cant make yourself have a better future.
I admit when im depressed i say " fuck my life" " i cant do this shit anymore"
WE ALL FREAKIN SAY IT ! it makes me so fucking angry and upset.
I havent said " i wanna die " in so long. Yeah i say " i hate my life"
but it could be worse and i know that , but from where i stand , it fucking hurts me.
im sensitive, but im sure as hell not going to just let someone push me around. Were all sensitive towards something.
when im mad, it shows.
when im happy, it shows.
but if you get in my face, ill get in yours.
" Life is hard, Only the true fighters get out alive, and the ones who give up and take bullshit to heart, are the ones who are going to die, sad and alone. Id rather be a fighter"
I made that up because of something someone close to me said, not only one person is depressed in this world, sometimes people do things that are really stupid when theyre depressed, i write lyrics and let my anger out on paper.
ahaha you all thought i was emo i bet, youre fucking adorable if you think that.
No seriously, people who cut themselves, thats a problem they have and thats how they think they should take out their anger, they either need help or are just doing it for attention. and sometimes you cant just bitch at them and forget that they were your friend. Because in my eyes when someones hurting themself, they need a friend by their side.
Maybe they dont want one, well too fucking bad, show them you care and that youre there for them.
When friends of mine are upset, i get upset because thats how i am, i might seem all fragile, but trust me, im not. Im an honest person , so i wont sit here and waste your time by feeding you lies.
Anyway, my point in this is that , you dont need to die because of something that is hurting you, you have to push it away and yeah it might keep biting you in the ass and reminding you that " oh i know you still think of this pain" You know what i think, we all have pain, and it sucks balls but we have to be strong and just deal with it.
- Cynth.
Yeah we all say " i hate my life , i wanna die, lifes pointless"
well you know that the ones who give up are stupid and weak.
im the kind of person who doesnt like when people who i care about and love say " cynth i cant do it anymore " uh yeah you fucking can RETARD!
Just because you dont like what someone says , or what someone thinks doesnt mean you have to just stop caring about what happens to you or if you should live or not.
Just because you had a bad past doesnt mean you cant make yourself have a better future.
I admit when im depressed i say " fuck my life" " i cant do this shit anymore"
WE ALL FREAKIN SAY IT ! it makes me so fucking angry and upset.
I havent said " i wanna die " in so long. Yeah i say " i hate my life"
but it could be worse and i know that , but from where i stand , it fucking hurts me.
im sensitive, but im sure as hell not going to just let someone push me around. Were all sensitive towards something.
when im mad, it shows.
when im happy, it shows.
but if you get in my face, ill get in yours.
" Life is hard, Only the true fighters get out alive, and the ones who give up and take bullshit to heart, are the ones who are going to die, sad and alone. Id rather be a fighter"
I made that up because of something someone close to me said, not only one person is depressed in this world, sometimes people do things that are really stupid when theyre depressed, i write lyrics and let my anger out on paper.
ahaha you all thought i was emo i bet, youre fucking adorable if you think that.
No seriously, people who cut themselves, thats a problem they have and thats how they think they should take out their anger, they either need help or are just doing it for attention. and sometimes you cant just bitch at them and forget that they were your friend. Because in my eyes when someones hurting themself, they need a friend by their side.
Maybe they dont want one, well too fucking bad, show them you care and that youre there for them.
When friends of mine are upset, i get upset because thats how i am, i might seem all fragile, but trust me, im not. Im an honest person , so i wont sit here and waste your time by feeding you lies.
Anyway, my point in this is that , you dont need to die because of something that is hurting you, you have to push it away and yeah it might keep biting you in the ass and reminding you that " oh i know you still think of this pain" You know what i think, we all have pain, and it sucks balls but we have to be strong and just deal with it.
- Cynth.
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